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i wont be seeing you on the 2nd and 3rd may cuz i be confined in camp.
and i wont be able to see you on the 9th and 10th may cause you have to focus on your exams!
i`ll only be able to see you on the 16th and 17th may eh.

a little bit of arithmetric here and there
that sums up to about 21 days. without seeing you!

THATS CRAZY.
and your parents disallow us to meet on weekdays cause of your studies, im totally okay with that.
just that everything now seems so .. "wrong place wrong time "
SIGH.

i gotta learn to be strong! like how you are now. cause whenever we talk about such stuffs you be like, i got used to it already.

i haven really gotten used to it eh. this is crazy but never have i felt this way in a relationship before.

i remember then, i`ll be like not meeting gf its okay i`ll enjoy myself with my buddies then. but i cant really enjoy much now without you with me! i sound really dependent on you and all but thats the fact.

i need you. ):

TODAY IS A BIG DAY

cause today's my 8 month anniversary with chewy !

but i couldnt really go down to her place to celebrate with her ! cause its a weekday she finish school at 3:45 and and i have a birthday party cum class gathering to attend at 7pm !

i have to wait till tomorrow when she comes over ):




im going back to camp on sunday to continue with training!
damn i hope i slim down.

chewy says we can get married earlier since we know we are the one for each other!
no need to wait !
im all smiles !




on another note..
im going for my interview with NTU's division of sociology
it has a 1 hour written test
ugh!