has it come to a point where..

i need to see you all the time but this feeling is not reciprocated ?

you know im fucking scared that things will change when i get back from taiwan

i think im gonna mentally prepare myself.

i put in too much effort and feelings into this relationship..
and i don wanna fall .

and to think i waited the whole week just for saturday's lunch.

and its cancelled.

i really really wanted you to come just so i can cook lunch for you ! and like we promised we`ll spend the whole afternoon sleeping. but i guess it cant work out huh.
and next sat your`re not free. im flying off on 11 march

what a letdown.